- " this charming man" - the smiths
springfall cleaning- fantasizing about river phoenix
- non-witty references to ' a clockwork orange ' whilst at the "eye" doctor.
- purchasing the perfect coffee mugs (4)
- wishful thinking
imagining maybe tomorrow will feel slightly less dreary and draining. i consistently find myself wide, & awake. finding myself reading the past, when promises were made, imaginations ran wild, & whispers were soft.
after this i realize that maybe i've always been this morbid, this much of a roller coaster, this bi-polar piece of shit. is this what i've grown into or have i always been like this? can i solve this? or maybe i must go on with halve a blind eye.
although, on the upside i found the funniest thing in my " LISTOGRAPHY: your life in lists":
" LIST PEOPLE YOU WOULDN'T MIND HAVING SEX WITH
'that boy in plaid (red) on my bus home' "
i wrote this during my first semester of college;
i'm undoubtedly an immense "creep".
(finally a light noted ending)
after this i realize that maybe i've always been this morbid, this much of a roller coaster, this bi-polar piece of shit. is this what i've grown into or have i always been like this? can i solve this? or maybe i must go on with halve a blind eye.
although, on the upside i found the funniest thing in my " LISTOGRAPHY: your life in lists":
" LIST PEOPLE YOU WOULDN'T MIND HAVING SEX WITH
'that boy in plaid (red) on my bus home' "
i wrote this during my first semester of college;
i'm undoubtedly an immense "creep".
(finally a light noted ending)
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